Tears of Poinsettias

I wish I could
Remember that cold
Exactly
Definitely

I never knew
How the warm feels like
How your lips feel like

But I know you know
Even I don't want you to know

All I know, you know me
All I believe, you believe me
I know you
I believe you
Just like you

I rely
My faith
And my hope
On you

I wish I could
Remember that night
Exactly
Definitely

Without you
I am only a jerk
A fuckin' coward
Live here, all alone
In a bitchy world

It's dark here
It's all dizzy
Nothing
Nowhere
No one

It's me
Only me
And my stupidity

I wish I could
Remember that Winter
Exactly
Definitely

When I'm alone, you're there
Always there

You're a light
In my empty-silent heart
You said to me,
"You're my precious poinsettia"

You picked a poinsettia
Gave it to me
And you're crying
As if I would die that night

I said what you'd just said to me
Just to make you smile
Then you're gone
Forever

I wish I could
Remember that cold Winter night
Exactly
Definitely